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i was a lover

so im pretty sure im over it now. i dont hate her anymore. i just feel nervous when i see her around sometimes. ive been nervous a lot lately.

17 in 2 days. im worried about tomorrow. im afraid everyone will just forget about me cause sachie has the same bday. but i guess im used to being neglected.

i feel helpless for the most part
but im learning to open my eyes
and the sad truth of the matter is ill never get over it
but im gonna try
to get better and overcome each moment
in my own way

i so wanna get back on track
and ill do whatever it takes
even if it kills me

art star

i was in ensenada for a whole week and barely got back yesterday. tomorrows school. im not dreading it as much as i expected. at least ill see all my peeps. i had a lonesome three weeks all by myself. im not one for new years resolutions but if i must make one i guess it will be to just let things go for once. i spent all last year dwelling on things that already happened and feeling rotten. not any more. its not like im going to pretend those things didnt happen im just going to let it go and leave it where it belongs, in the past.

i want to learn how to make pinatas. and i want to start silk screening again. and maybe making a profit from it. i want to go to disneyland more and turn this blog into a disney blog and just post pictures and stuff.

i have a good feeling about this year

just around the riverbend

i resolved my problems with the past and im going to keep moving forward.

im going to stop being so damn mopey. today sucked ass and i would rather not feel like that anymore

i look once more
just around the riverbend

give 'em hell

ive sorta been using this as my own diary since i figure no one reads it anyways.
ive decided to no longer be mopey. what happened, happened.
im going to be more fierce
im going to be a better person

im going to give 'em hell

heads will roll

ive been feeling angry lately

i dislike these people for almost no reason like really i need to get over it

last night i was so angry and upset it kinda scared me

im afraid to tell kevin. i need to. but im afraid to.



and the sad truth of the matter is i'll never get over it,
but i'm gonna try
to get better and overcome each moment
in my own way...