all is love

the brewery art complex in LA is the coolest place ever. its an old brewery(duh) that is now i guess apartments/studio space for artists. the artists actually live there. its awesome. i want to live there. i went with the art club yesterday for the brewery art walk and there was all kinds of different stuff on display, from paintings to sculptures to photography and poetry. and all kinds of other stuff. i love seeing art i always feel so inspired. it makes me think that i dont need to have amazing technique or draw amazingly well, because not all the artists i saw drew realistically and not all of them shaded beautifully, they were just expressing themselves the way they know how. besides, im still learning!

i thought i had the swine flu this morning. i was sore and had a fever and was coughing like crazy. but then i slept it off and feel a ton better now! i watched bridezillas pretty much all day. it makes me wonder if the grooms still want to get married to those awful women. it sort of made me want to get married! but im too young to be thinking about that stuff. one time my mom asked if i was going to marry kevin. and i told her maybe. she said that if we do get married she wants me to have a mariachi there. and that when we have cute asian kids she wants to babysit them so she can teach them spanish. im glad im not the only one who can see this happening lol.

there was this one line from a poem i saw on saturday and i thought it was really inspiring.

"every human journey is epic."

you've got a friend

so about yesterday. see i would've posted last night but i got home at like 10:30 and had a killer headache soo yeah. yesterday. i was asked a question that made me feel like i was on the weekend update on snl, on that one segment "really?!". because really, do you even have to ask? maybe you're getting the silent treatment because I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU. it made me sorta rethink all this wasted hateful energy i've been using lately though. i dunno, we'll see what happens i guess. i don't know what to do, i'm not really one for confrontation so i think i'll just leave this on the backburner until i actually do something about it. which i'm totally ok with :3

ok now for the good part of yesterday! me and kevin went to see Toy Story double feature!!! well the movie didn't start til 6 so we mostly walked around. we even went to target! i can successfully name all the dinobots hehe. then lunch(or dinner?) at panera nom nom. it was a very good day over all. then we finally went to see the movies. the 3d looked very nice, very subtle and not used as a gimmick. the toy story 3 trailer looks amazing. i can't waaait!

this must be it

we did it! todays kevin and i's anniversary hehe. so far its been a really amazing year. i dont think theres anyone else out there thats more perfect for me than kevin! he got me a very awesome, legit, accurate Woody doll. with a pull string and everything!!! gosh hes the best. tomorrow we are gonna see toy story double feature. but we might go see where the wild things are, im not sure. either way im excited!

i wish i didnt hate her so much. it feels like im wasting my energy hating her, but ugh shes just so dislikeable! every word that comes out of her mouth is like a knife in my ear drum. who decided to put us in 2 classes together? like seriously wtf. i guess ill get over it sooner or later. its super easy pretending shes not there!

ive got no strings