when i was a boy in school

congrats to me, i survived the first week of school. my classes are all surprisingly chill. of course there were a few somewhat pleasant surprises, like whos in some of my classes and stuff. its weird without kevin. although, its not as terrible as i thought itd be. its still bad though. this is going to be hard. i know we can make it through though!10 months and going strong. people always ask if im still with him, and the answer is always yes of course. i guess its because we were pretty much insepereble last year. i still remember which locker is his, and i always see the tree we used to hand out under during lunch, except now its just a stump. i think i know more sophomores than juniors because of him hehe. but honestly i wouldnt have it any other way. its strange hanging out with girls again, listening to them talk about boys and drama, which is such a huge difference from games and memes and other geeky stuff. im actually dressing better this year than i did last year. i guess i did some maturing over the summer? ok not too much maturing, because i was at target today and totally nerding out and getting very excited about all the toys. i kindaaaa want a princess tiana doll but eh. i guess ill have to see the movie before i decide how much i like her. i also wanted some ni hao kai lan stuff, but ehh. i should just save up and buy legos and disney stuff. maybe a woody doll? or i could just save up for a disney pass hehe :)

ATTN EVERYONE

I FOUND OXFORDS FINALLY~!!!
the flat, lace up, pointy toed kind omg
i will be rocking them all year long yessss

its a fear, it is near

The shriek becomes ever clear.
It bears teeth: extra sharp that'll cut you in the heart.
It attacks really quick, try and fight it with a stick.
There's no use, give it up, this is life and this is love.

You are my alligator.
You are my alligator


ok new favorite song right here. its so creepy and melancholy, i love it.

im going home tomorrow. yay yay. i hope i can see kevin on friday. and i hope i can finish jane eyre by monday. im on page 316 out of 524. i doubt ill finish it though. i cant believe my summer is over. im not ready to go back to school ahhh.

baja california sun

we went to the beach today. the last time i went to the beach was probably last summer. there were lots of fat ladies. i went into the water, i built little fortresses, and i collected sand dollars. when i got tired of the waves and sand, i went back to lay out and get a tan. i read a few chapters of jane eyre. i doubt ill finish it by monday. i mostly layed on my stomach, and i ended up with this bad burn on the back of my pale flabby legs. it kinda hurts to sit down lolol. i just realized that my summer is over. i dont want this summer to ever end. but i guess all good things come to an end.

2 days til i go home

hola from ensenada

im currently stealing internet from my aunt and sitting in my grandmas adorable little house. i just ate some very yummy tacos with potatos and all kinds of yummy peppers in them. i bought a bag that i intend on using for school in a curio store on primera street. there were lots of tourists because the cruise boat was docked today. my little cousin is here. shes annoying as hell. i miss my spaceboy. i miss him a lot. we havent really done much. just hang out at my grandmas house. and eat. ive been eating a lot! i already want to go home thoguh, i miss everyone and everythng about home. especially kevin.

excuse me mr.

summer is winding down. i only have about a week left, and that week is gonna be spent in ensenada. fuun. kevin doesnt go back to school til the 31st, which is totally unfair. i dont even want to think about going back to school, because that means only seeing kevin on the weekend and thats just way too long for me. its going to be hard, but im sure we can make it work. i know we both really want to. ok i dont want to think about it, it gives me an awful feeling.
so yesterday kevin took me to one world. it was delicious! tomorrow hes going to come over so i can see him before i get whisked off to ensenada. i miss my spaceboy! ugh. im getting that awful feeling again. at least ill see him again tomorrow.

the other night i was practicing my link crew questions list with him, and one question was what is a one of your high school goals, and kevins reply was simply "to stay with you" that made my heart skip like 3 beats i felt like the luckiest girl in the world. i hope we both work towards our goal n____n

you hold me down

i have to call some freshman soon. i really would rather not. my brother just got a call from link crew and im sure the guy on the other end didnt really want to make that call, and i know how he feels. waking up before 7 is going to be brutal. hopefully it will be oodles of fun though. im going to pick the coolest looking freshman.

i feel insecure and in a so-so mood. its probably pms. i dunno, theres just some things a girl shouldnt see while shes pmsing =/

this is the best thing that ive ever had for reals

when youre a stranger

i feel like i should blog, its been like 2 weeks since my last post. i dont think i have that much to say right now, i have no complaints, and i havent done anything interesting other than hang out with kevin. oh and link crew training! it was cool seeing the girls again n___n and dennys was yummy.

at least freshman orientation is coming up, ill blog about that