Sunday, December 13, 2009

i got a man

that makes me wanna kill

ive come to terms with being a little monster. its something i shouldnt be ashamed of. everyone feels jealous, everyone is mean and terrible. some are better at hiding it than others. im not saying its a good thing, but i shouldnt see it so negatively. im a monster. i have terrible teeth and terrible claws. thats who i am. luckily there is someone who accepts this as me and loves me for it. im so happy hes coming home tomorrow. its weird not talking for three whole days. i miss him.

ive been thinking about telling the people i dont like that i dont like them. but i dont think it would work out well in the long run. whats worst, being fake or being honest?

ive been thinking about taking up meditation too.

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