would you still need me

would you still feed me when im 64?

yeah sgt peppers! unfortunately i dont have beatles rock band yet ugh. sooner or later i hope!

so lately things have been pretty good. my grades are decent, my social life is...alive? and im all around pretty happy. im happy its finally cooling down. and im glad its finally going to be october. october is pretty much my favorite month because halloween is pretty much my favorite holiday! in case you havent heard, im planning on being Pinocchio! i want to top last years peter pan.

also in october is kevin and i's anniversary!!! one whole year, can you believe its been that long?! ahh and im just as happy and in love as day 1 eeep. i havent got a clue of how we'll celebrate though.


ALSO my mother has just informed me that she might take me to disneyland with her next thursday for her birthday yay yay!!! ghost galaxy, here i come!!

make a decision with a kiss

so kevins back. its as if he never moved in the first place. school isnt so bad now that hes here with me again. our anniversary is coming up quickly. im very excited. i honestly didnt think we would be together this long, but im so glad we still are. it seems like every blog i write is about him~

lunch is interesting, trying to balance girl talk with me&kevin talk. one second ill include myself in a conversation about parties(which i have yet to go to but whatever thats not my thing anyways) and the next ill be trying to name all the dinobots.

i actually like the way im dressing now. im just scared that ill lose that quirkyness that made me interesting in the first place. i think ill figure something out.


today kevin and i were at the library, and we were sitting in the kids section, and we gave each other a little peck. at that same moment someone in charge walked by and told us not to get too intimate. i was very uncomfortable afterwards. i dont think i wanna go back to the library for a while

when i was a boy in school

congrats to me, i survived the first week of school. my classes are all surprisingly chill. of course there were a few somewhat pleasant surprises, like whos in some of my classes and stuff. its weird without kevin. although, its not as terrible as i thought itd be. its still bad though. this is going to be hard. i know we can make it through though!10 months and going strong. people always ask if im still with him, and the answer is always yes of course. i guess its because we were pretty much insepereble last year. i still remember which locker is his, and i always see the tree we used to hand out under during lunch, except now its just a stump. i think i know more sophomores than juniors because of him hehe. but honestly i wouldnt have it any other way. its strange hanging out with girls again, listening to them talk about boys and drama, which is such a huge difference from games and memes and other geeky stuff. im actually dressing better this year than i did last year. i guess i did some maturing over the summer? ok not too much maturing, because i was at target today and totally nerding out and getting very excited about all the toys. i kindaaaa want a princess tiana doll but eh. i guess ill have to see the movie before i decide how much i like her. i also wanted some ni hao kai lan stuff, but ehh. i should just save up and buy legos and disney stuff. maybe a woody doll? or i could just save up for a disney pass hehe :)

ATTN EVERYONE

I FOUND OXFORDS FINALLY~!!!
the flat, lace up, pointy toed kind omg
i will be rocking them all year long yessss

its a fear, it is near

The shriek becomes ever clear.
It bears teeth: extra sharp that'll cut you in the heart.
It attacks really quick, try and fight it with a stick.
There's no use, give it up, this is life and this is love.

You are my alligator.
You are my alligator


ok new favorite song right here. its so creepy and melancholy, i love it.

im going home tomorrow. yay yay. i hope i can see kevin on friday. and i hope i can finish jane eyre by monday. im on page 316 out of 524. i doubt ill finish it though. i cant believe my summer is over. im not ready to go back to school ahhh.

baja california sun

we went to the beach today. the last time i went to the beach was probably last summer. there were lots of fat ladies. i went into the water, i built little fortresses, and i collected sand dollars. when i got tired of the waves and sand, i went back to lay out and get a tan. i read a few chapters of jane eyre. i doubt ill finish it by monday. i mostly layed on my stomach, and i ended up with this bad burn on the back of my pale flabby legs. it kinda hurts to sit down lolol. i just realized that my summer is over. i dont want this summer to ever end. but i guess all good things come to an end.

2 days til i go home

hola from ensenada

im currently stealing internet from my aunt and sitting in my grandmas adorable little house. i just ate some very yummy tacos with potatos and all kinds of yummy peppers in them. i bought a bag that i intend on using for school in a curio store on primera street. there were lots of tourists because the cruise boat was docked today. my little cousin is here. shes annoying as hell. i miss my spaceboy. i miss him a lot. we havent really done much. just hang out at my grandmas house. and eat. ive been eating a lot! i already want to go home thoguh, i miss everyone and everythng about home. especially kevin.