carnaval

its pretty gloomy today
kevin&i's disneyland plans are coming along nicely. all i need is permission and patience and we are good to go. i am so very excited. i havent been to disneyland in about 6ish months. i guess thats not very long, considering some people havent gone in years. but its my favorite place in the entire world, and ive had a pass since i was a wee little child. i can already see main street, with the fire department and the carriages and all the little stores, and sleeping beauty's castle, right next to the matterhorn.

thinking about disneyland makes me think of all the times ive been with sunny(which probably only adds up to like 6 or 7 times), and thinking about sunny makes me think of what she said the last time i asked her about us; that we have turned into 2 different people. she was right, we are going in different directions. i cant imagine myself doing the things she does anymore. that just wasnt me. i understand why we drifted, i have come to terms with it and have decided to let go. i already have a new best fwend anyways :3 yes i have a ton of memories with sunny, and theyre nice memories, but i think its time to move on.


fun fact: disneyland doesnt sell gum