the futures harder to say than M.I.As last name

im so bored. and lonesome. im tired of staying home all the time, but i cant ever get a ride anywhere. i was super looking forward to seeing harry potter with lizzy but i cant ugh. i feel like talking to old friends but i dont know where to start. i hate when people ask me about sunny because it makes me super uncomfortable. im disappointed in myself, i cant believe i let myself cut ties and drift away from so many of my friends. im scared its too late to fix any of that