day out day in

im always tired. i hate my english class. i dont think ill be able to go on to honors next year. i dont have it in me anymore. kevins moving. sunny drifts in and out of my life everyday. it makes me uneasy.

i guess for the most part im happy though. sometimes i have those days where i feel pretty depressed. but i suppose everyone does.

as much as i love my routine, everyday of every week, i think its time for change.

alex said hes gonna give me a kick ass summer. he said i was gonna be hanging out with mostly 20 year olds. i thought that was pretty cool of him. i wonder if hed take me to american apparel.

sunny doesnt answer my texts. i want to start conversation but she never answers. i wonder if its time to give up on that. kevin says he doesnt like her because she doesnt treat me right.

that bell jar is just hanging over my head.