augustine

ive been confirmed. the mass wasnt too long, and i got holy chrism smeared all over my forehead. it smelled kinda like cinnamon. my bangs got all oily from it. by the time i got home from mass, there were already a few guests at my house. just some aunts and uncles and cousins. my cool cousin from la was there. he calls himself my uncle alex. he thinks im really cool and sometimes i have to wonder why hed think a thing like that. he said the only reason he was there was cause i texted him the other day to invite him. otherwise he wouldnt have come. that was kinda sweeeet haha. kevin was here too. i was soo happy he could make it. even if it was "kinda boring". sunny came over later. its cause jr was there so of course i invited her, i knew they hadnt seen each other in at least a month. i only saw her for like 2 minutes the whole 2 hours she was here. im not too bothered by that though. i got a whole buncha cards with my name written in pretty cursive writing, where the l's have big loops. in total i recieved $340. i dont know what ill spend it on yet.



oh, and ive been feeling uneasy all the time lately.